whisted | for jollyboat: anywhere you go

He doesn't quite fit.

Horatio had known, of course, that he wouldn't. Even if he had managed to make his way onto a ship years ago, everyone would have known he was odd. Perhaps it's for the best that he's clearly just a bit skittish, just a bit uncertain of himself unlike the other young men his age. Perhaps that would distract the human mind from looking to see just why, exactly, this one didn't seem to be quite entirely right.

It was, nonetheless, one thing to know and another thing to live. Being bundled in heavy unfamiliar fabric is surprisingly uncomfortable. The uniform is far more restrictive than the clothing he had forced himself to become accustomed to while hovering around the port. The sensation of being on a boat, despite the familiarity of the sea, is throwing his stomach through something of a loop. He can't shift and change direction. He can't twist along with the waves, comfortable and easy, or cut through below the discomfort of breakers tugging in the wrong direction. It's unnatural, here on a warped version of the surface. It's twisting something uncomfortable in his shoulders, almost dizzying as he tries to find his feet under him.

This is what he wanted, and it doesn't quite fit.

For the most part, feeling his skin in the sack slung over his shoulders is reassuring. His fingers can worry against the familiar softness with each odd rush of discomfort. This, after all, is the back-up plan. This is the fail-safe if everything falls completely to pieces and he needs to throw himself simply back into the sea. This is the piece of himself which will always fit properly, no matter where he is.

That's why it's resting at the top of his sack as he scrambles up properly into the ship. That's why, in the bluster of humanity, the young selkie doesn't notice that his skin has spilled out onto the deck.

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whisted

Archie is happy. Archie is comfortably relaxed, grinning and slumping and catching hold of his hand.

It takes a beat to get his own fingers properly tangled around the young man's. It takes another to get his arms to follow his direction, tugging their twined fingers to his lips for a light kiss.

"--forever."

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jollyboat

Archie can’t help but let loose another soft, pleased huff; a sound he’s picked up from Horatio.

“—Really?”

It’s easy to believe in a soft moment like this, but it’s still a surprise.

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whisted

"Really."

It's easy to be certain, with Archie. It's easy to trace back over their time together to get to this moment and feel absolutely sure.

"If that's what you want too."

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jollyboat

“I do.”

It’s an entirely devoted murmur as he carefully lifts their joined hands to now press a kiss against Horatio’s fingers.

“For-forever, then. ‘f we both want it.”

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whisted

A soft, pleased huff, and Horatio shifts up with an inelegant little surge, lips pressing in contentedly against Archie's for a few moments.

"--hm."

That feels a little better, somehow.

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jollyboat

He can’t help but beam brightly at the kiss. Can’t help but catch lightly at Horatio again for another soft kiss.

“You’re— very special t’me, ‘ratio.”

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whisted

They've come this far. They've come to the point where Horatio doesn't even feel the need to clutch slightly at his skin while they sprawl together like this.

Perhaps it's the wild in him, but Horatio barely sees the need for hesitation.

"You're my special person too."

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jollyboat

It's reassuring, to know Horatio feels that way. It has Archie sighing in happy acceptance.

"'m glad."

He suspects he'll always be grateful that they found one another.

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whisted

Time, then, to flop down against Archie's lap again, contented and cuddled and genuinely basking in the sun.

"Just wish there could be... more of this."

More of being happy without anyone judging them. That's something he's not particularly liked about the world of humanity.

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jollyboat

One of Archie's hands rests to settle lightly in Horatio's hair. It's a tentative gesture, given his own history with the gesture, but it's such a happy and peaceful moment. It seems like another way to be able to connect gently with someone he cares so much for.

"Me, too," he says with a hint of a sigh, "It'd make things-- much nicer.

Much safer, too.

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whisted

"Still."

Trusting Archie is like breathing. The fingers against his hair are easy to nuzzle into, eyes half-closing in utter contentment.

"Glad-- we have this."

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jollyboat

“So’m I.”

And he’s also very gently continuing to rest his hand against Horatio’s hair comfortably, fingers lightly caressing the soft locks.

“Maybe someday things will be— more like this more often.”

Maybe they’ll survive the navy and reach that happy ending.

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whisted

His eyes drift entirely shut for a moment. The sun, the lovely ache of shifting for the swim, and the sensation of Archie's fingers in his hair are wonderfully lulling.

That reality pulls his eyes open again rather abruptly, head tilting more to get a better look at Archie again.

"Maybe someday we'll... live here?"

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jollyboat

He can't help but smile affectionately down at Horatio again, at that.

"This'll all belong to my brother, someday," he answers with a hint of a sigh, "But-- maybe we'll find some place closer to the ocean. A little-- village on th'shore, or something."

Somewhere safe.

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whisted

The edge of his smile drops, then perks back up a moment later with another happy little squirm of his spine.

"Even better. Our place."

Somewhere quiet with a proper ocean breeze. Somewhere no one would bother them if they took long walks along a shore or were a bit eccentric in their habits.

Somewhere theirs.

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jollyboat

"Our place."

It's nice to echo. It's got such a properly happy smile on Archie's face.

"'d mean you being-- closer t'home, too."

And that's incredibly important.

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whisted

Of course Archie is worrying about keeping him next to the sea. Of course this is the right man for his heart to have been left in the hands of so completely.

Horatio sits up with a pleased twisting stretch, lips coming to brush affectionately against the young man's cheek.

"You could make the mountains home, Archie."`

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jollyboat

That earns an entirely pleased hum from Archie as he kisses Horatio's cheek back.

"Doesn't mean we need to, though."

But it's nice to know Horatio feels that way.

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whisted

"Hm."

They ought to be properly dressed and heading back. They ought to be folding back into themselves.

But it's so lovely to nuzzle his nose against Archie's and let his natural vocalizations flutter softly from his throat.

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jollyboat

Hopefully it's all right that Archie answers those gentle sounds with a quick proper kiss. Hopefully it's all right that they linger together for a few moments, Archie's eyes shutting with a complete sense of contentedness.

The words, when they come, are clearly ones he didn't mean to say aloud; escape on a whisper he barely notices actually frees itself from his lips.

"--I love you."

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whisted

It's a lovely kiss. It's a lovely moment of lingering together, feeling the lovely comfort of both being entirely happy.

And it's a lovely thing to hear, tugging his own lips back briefly far enough to nearly crack.

"I love you, Archie."

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jollyboat

That gets Archie’s eyes opening, wanting to see the smile he hears in Horatio’s voice. That earns a bright smile akin to the ones from when they met for the first time.

“‘m— glad that’s okay,” he whispers, “Don’t— let me get to be too much, okay?”

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whisted

Time, surely, for another few crooked little smiles pressed into sloppy little kisses.

But. "--too much?"

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jollyboat

Of course he’s going to smile back. Of course he’s going to kiss him softly.

Of course he might never stop worrying about this.

“‘f I— ask too much of you,” he explains, “If I ever stop being— safe.”

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whisted

It's something Archie seems to circle back to. That means it's something Horatio has to blink and actually consider for a moment.

"...okay." The bump of his nose is light, almost serious. "I won't let you... ask too much."

But it's nearly impossible to imagine someone this gentle with him--even down to handing back his skin--would ever ask too much.